sweet home

That smile..so divine..

which soaks me in calmness..

............and dips me in peace..

where i wish to defy laws, pray for time to get freeze..

that relaxed breath with the gentle touch..

that care and warmth,which i need so much

that unplugged music and soothing resonance..

those positive vibes, aura full of fragrance

those blessings which makes feel reincarnated

to face the world, raging unabated

rebuilt,reborn-ed..to bend,to create

to declare new rules,to order,to enunciate..

with a will so strong, a force unleashed,

with target locked and opportunities ceased..

Warmth of my home, gentle touch of my mom..

does wonders for me, 
ready to fly..with aplomb..

some questions your teacher wont ask...some lessons your mom wont teach..these are the feelings,that you .....and only you can feel.....




have u ever danced in the rain falling ??
felt those litle drops over ur cheeks?
or stared at the rising orange sun ??
sang any song-feeling ur heartbeats ?


have u ever smiled at the baby's smile  ??
felt their curly hairs;the way they tweak ?


have u ever felt the breeze under the moon ??
ever sat at the corner of ur room  ??
to feel the pain when u have failed !!
midst of the storm have ever u sailed  ??


have u ever longed for ur lovers arms  ??
for those beautiful eyes n face that charms !! 
have u ever laughed ur heart out ??
gone angry that u screamed n shout !!


have u ever cheered for your blood earned personal victory??
placed a milestone in your life,making a momentous history!!
have u ever crosed road holding ur fathers finger ??
ever cried in bathroom pretending to b a bathroom singer!!


have ever u hugged ur friend tightly??
sat beneath ur younger sis,holding her quietly ??
i have lived all these moments;lived life slightly :)
have u ever died when ur best friend parted away??
and u only said"take care always smile and happy u stay";
i have felt the "pain",the "joy" and the  "celebration"....
i dare to live,to love,and yes,,thats my way,thats my way.....

A LiTtle dEeeepeR........

"....Is who i am"

I WONDER TO PEEP-DEEP INSIDE,
inside my self, deep in my mind;
to know the desire..the hunger to accomplish,
to taste the excellence, success of a kind,


to know a little-to accept the change,
to build instant opinions, to widen the range;
range of ideas, the domain of my thoughts,
thrill to explore, to untie the knots;


its fun if done, to draw to scribble;
to laugh, to share, to cheer and giggle,
to shout and dance ,to jump a little;
to drown to swing, to bounce and ripple;
to boom, to rock, to swirl and hip hop;
to run to fly, to dive from the top;,


to unload, to empty, to reveal-to unpile.
to tickle ;),to twinkle * to whistle :p, to smile :)
to stare, to shock, to stun and surprise,
to feel the extreme, to collapse and rise;
to drench in shower, to squeeze the pain;
only feelings, only sentiments-no logic, no brain


to go crazy, mad and wild
to get immature, argue like a child
lost with my loved ones, is who i am....
love, hate or ignore-i don't give a damn.

flying high ;)

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o!!!!! what a perfect loser i am..

i never accepted life as rules,
my moves were some kind of my own,
i never regret sometimes i have lost like fools,
o!! what a perfect looser i am,


i planned to beat the unbeatable,
i longed for ....the unreachable,
i played with my emotions,not being practical,
my game thus over,others being tactical,
O!! what a perfect loser i am,


i knew i was running out of time;
then i set the goal so....so far;
that i got what i needed on the way itself!!
the aim accomplished but the goal so far,
o!! what a perfect loser i am,


first i deliberately let some one go;
bcoz it never meant me so much ...so,
their happiness was only thing what matters,
now world says that i have lost,whatsoever;
o!!what a perfect loser i am,


i only heard those words,aghast ,unbound,
of those talking behind my back,but i never turned around,
to stare those faces for whom i really dont care,
and then they say that i am afraid to answer and dare,
O!! what a perfect loser i am,


some stuck to show how badly they care,
and those went lost,WHO REALLY DID SHARE,
for no favours,no profit,no margin,no gain,
i was happy not making promises,but felt the pain,
O!!what a perfect loser i am,

love,,,more than just an abstract noun...

"one step closer"

across we sail,with the wind.....and against as well,
with deeper understanding,faith, than the ocean itself;
leaving footsteps over the sand,across and beyond sea,
feeling unknown admiration..diving deep into ecstasy;
     romancing in wet cool breeze,under the moon...in clouds may be;
     simple,beautiful,enlightening,pristine,soaked in my soul,in me;
i wish to hold ur hands,o dear,
  and pull u against one step distance;
                      over and over and over;
  
for i wish to see u not as my shadow;
   not one step ahead not one step behind;
   ...........just one step closer,
     ..................... one step closer
       ............................... one step closer 

College life!!

infront of u  all....on this platform,
....in a typical way and usual norm,
sharing my ideas ,opinions and feelings,
the before job and after school dealings,
bunking classes is our religion,ragging we enjoy,
making juniors cocks and bulls,either girl or boy.
serious studies for honourable grades,diving there in river of doubts,
serious studies just before exams,all day mugging and several nightouts.
going bankrupt,borrowing money from friends,
for buying new clothes of fashinable trends.
crushes on girls and having fight for them,
are reasons here for pride to be ten on ten,
our most favourite place we are most often seen,
where we really dwell in joy is our college canteen;
for throwing parties,making bets and treats,
for birthday bumps,for some kicks and beats.
midnight tease and lunchtime gags,
tears for love and orkut scraps.
late night novels,dusk and dawn tea,
are reasons to smile for my roommate and me,
but parents when demand our damn grade sheet,
our BP fluctuates with frequent heart beats,
but all goes well and all goes fine,
between rings of smoke and cheers of wine......;)

these were Some of my selected heartfelt creations.,which i wrote and wanted to share..have a great time:)